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| Sunday, June 28, 2009 |
I worked so hard for past 6 months,
hardly get any free time during weekends due to FYP & IAP,
So now when I'm free I just hope to spend quality and quantity time with you,
but you told me you've got to work.
Who didn't want to spend time with their boyf/girlf during weekends?
I tired putting my feelings aside to compromise with you.
But it doesn't take one night to adapt.
I know how hard you gonna work,
I try not to grumble.
Pardon me for the harsh words,
I just blurt it out without going through my mind.
I'm just being too straight forward I guess.
That's just me.
I don't feel good recently,
Still being bothered by the rejection from MOE.
Trying hard to look for a full time job.
Send around 15 resumes for the past 2 days but none reply.
How am I gonna survive with that little income I earned from working 22hours per week?
I tried to control spending on "unnecessary" stuffs,
but when I'm in a negative mood,
I'll tend to shop and eat and shop.
Sometimes I'll just grumble,
Life is so unfair.
People born in silver spoons are envy.
But different family has their own story to tell.
I worked so hard, I tried so hard,
but sometimes I see no result that got me feeling so dejected.
Must I really go through one big round to persue to my dreams?
Or will I be able to accompolish my dream in the first place?
No doubt I'll keep trying.
Just that too many rejection is killing me.
Everyone have a tree for shelter,
but who will be the tree to give me shelter?
Sometimes when I'm down, I don't see anyone around.
I need a get away,
but there's no one that can bring me away.
:<
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